forever and for always

today i realized somethings. not everything is as it seems. luck isn't everything, but it sure helps. love well that can't be categorized. as hurt as i have been and every mistake that i've made, has helped me realize. i couldn't ask for more. i've always thought that you can be angry your entire life but it doesn't get you anywhere, well the same can be said about hurt, and pain. sometimes YOU have to let go. i've been beaten and i've been bruised, but i'll stand back up. in particular, theres a wonderful guy that deserves an apology and my heart, completely. because i realized today, i'd rather fight with him than be with anyone else. he's my world. and i'm sorry for holding a grudge this long and hurting because of my past. i'm going to live for whats important. be with the one who treats me right and forget the ones who never treated me like i deserved. jake, i love you forever and for always.