6/27/08
Last Night
- Skillet, The Last Night.
I don't want to be alone. Please tell me that this is my last night alone.
6/23/08
I want you...
The last time I saw her was the night she said goodbye. She said that love's a stranger and it's sure to pass you by. As she packed up her belongings, she wouldn't look me in the eye, but I could see a tear roll off her face. As we both tried so hard not to cry she said, “I never wanted the stars, I never shot for the moon, I like them right where they are. All I wanted was you, so baby; just turn away because I can't face the truth. All I'm trying to say is all I wanted was you.”
I tried so hard to remember where when how why love went away. I tried to drown myself in pity but the whiskey kept calling your name.
I bought you fancy cars and diamond rings, all the things that money brings, and the servants to paint the sky blue and I worked so hard seven days a week and built a fortress for your heart to keep. If I could I'd wrap these words up for you; I never wanted the stars, I never shot for the moon, I like them right where they are. All I wanted was you, so baby; just turn away because I can't face the truth. All I'm trying to say is all I wanted was you.
I may have built for you a dream house but never thought you were alone. I filled the party up with company, but never made our house a home. All I got is my guitar these chords and the truth all I got is my guitar ... but all I want is you.
I want you. All I ever wanted was you. I didn't ever need presents. I want love, your love. I want you to show me, tell me how you feel. I want to see it in your eyes. I want to hear it in your voice. I want to fall in love with you all over again every time you look in my eyes. I may have complained because you didn't get me a card. (it would have been nice) but honestly all I've really ever wanted was you. Sometimes you tried to hard, others it wasn't enough. Honey, I just want you. It's not too late.
post cards.
Now before the summer sun gets chased away, and all of our tomorrows turn to yesterdays;
I'm going to build you that castle, I'm going to write you that song, I've got to find the words to say, until I hold you in my arms.
I'm sending postcards from the wasteland. Postmarked from the state of my heart, in care of wherever you are, Postcards from the wasteland.
Tonight I'll meet you in my dreams- Postcards from the Wasteland -Bon Jovi
See you soon
Love,
Me
- Lie to Me - Bon Jovi
I'm sending you my love, even in my dreams. I hope you know what it is you mean to me.
6/14/08
6/12/08
Anyway
You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway
This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway
God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
Yea - I do it anyway
You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea, sing it anyway
Yeah, yeah!
I sing
I dream
I love anyway
-I love you anyway. I miss you. I'm going to give it all I've got to make this work. I know I've made mistakes. I didn't trust you when I should have. But I'm giving it all I've got. But I'm going to love you anyway. Even if tomorrow, you just walk away. I love you. <3 forever and for always.
Lie to me
Our candle burns away
The ashes full of lies
I gave my soul to you
You cut me from behind
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be
Don't act like an angel
You fallen again
You're no super hero
I found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say goodbye
Well goodbye
Was it worth it in the end...
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I shared with you
Were you even there at all?
Nowhere to run and no where to hide
You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies
Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be
Don't act like an angel
You fallen again
You're no super hero
I found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say goodbye
Well goodbye
Was it worth it in the end
Why'd you have to up and run away
A million miles away
I wanna close my eyes and make believe
That I never found you
Just when I put my guard away
It's the same old story
You left me broken and betrayed
It's the same old story
Don't act like an angel
You fallen again
You're no super hero
I found in the end
So lie to me once again
And tell me everything will be alright
Lie to me once again
And ask yourself before we say goodbye
Well goodbye
Was it worth it in the end...
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Lie to me once again
It's the same old story
Was it worth it in the end...
- Lie To Me - 12 Stones
- I'm tired of the lies. I'm tired of the "hidden truths". So lie to me baby, lie to me again. Tell me it's gonna be alright. This is goodbye so lie to me. Just one more time tell me you love me. Tell me you care, tell me you'll always be there. I didn't mess up. It wasn't me. I followed my heart and I walked away. I don't care. Lie to me. Take another little piece of my heart. I'm tired...tired of the lies, tired of the pain, tired of giving, tired of letting you take advantage of me, tired of not being good enough. Because the truth is I DESERVE BETTER THAN YOU. So lie to me one more time. Same story different day. Lie to me. I hope it was worth it. I hope you found what you needed. Were you ever there at all? You picked up the pieces so I thought, you really ruined what hope I had for my future. Don't act like an angel...you've fallen again. You're no superhero, you didn't save me in the end. You are negative and judgmental, I don't know how I ever believed that I could be different. That I was special. Lie to me, call me your angel, call me a goddess, lie to me, tell me you're in love with me. Lie to me, baby just lie to me. Give it your best shot and lie to me. I can take it just take another little piece of my heart and lie to me. Tell me it's all gonna be ok. You're no superhero you didn't save me in the end.
6/9/08
hey love
Hey Love
Looking back on everything I've done
I never thought I'd find the one
To share the dreams that only I had seen
Locked in the deepest part of me
I took a chance to lay it on the line
There was nothing left to hide behind
If you never love then you may never lose
And I hope I'll always be with you
Now I'm screaming
Hey love won't you leave your touch
On this heart that's broken
I can't breathe when you're not here
Hey love won't you lift me up
On the wings that fly higher than the stars
That shine above
Thinkin back on everything we've done
We watched the waves drown the sun
We shared a dream that both us had seen
And we made it our reality
We found a way to stand the test of time
All of our doubts were left behind
If you never love, then you may never lose
And I hope I'll always be with you
Well I'm screamin'
Hey love won't you leave your touch
On this heart that's broken
I can't breathe when you're not here
Hey love won't you lift me up
On the wings that fly higher than the stars
That shine above
If darkness should fall upon our hearts
Remember the dreams from the start
Hey love won't you leave your touch
On this heart that's broken
I can't breathe when you're not here
Hey love won't you lift me up
On the wings that fly higher than the stars
That shine above
I can't breathe when you're not here
- Hey Love 12 Stones
- I've made mistakes. It's not been easy. I look back on the mistakes and I know I've hurt you. It hurts me to know the pain I've put you through. I'm sorry. I love you. Always. Forever. If you need to leave I understand. I would love for you to stay. I would love for you to say, "I love you, I'm not leaving you, ever." I pray that happiness finds you someday.
- I just want that one guy who will make everything seem right, when he asks me "what's wrong?" and I say "it's a long story" he'll be like, "babe, i got all night."
It was you...
i was sick of all the pain tired of all the shame i felt but you showed me a way to never have doubt. and always to believe in myself and now i see... it was you that showed me who i am and taught me how to stand for what i know is real.
now i'm breathing for the first time, and i'm leaving all this behind. i've become, what i am because of you. it was you.
i'm so sorry about the ways, but i can't take away my past. but you love me anyway, and now i wanna do everything for you that i can. even though it won't erase, the foolish things that i've done, things that blinded me, but now i see.
it was you that showed me who i am and taught me how to stand for what i know is real.
now i'm breathing for the first time, and i'm leaving all this behind. and taught me how to stand for what i know is real.
so how can i make this up to you. i'll fight and i'll push and i'll strive. now that i'm living my life for you. i'll fight and i'll push and i'll strive. can't you see?
it was you that showed me who i am and taught me how to stand. for what i know is real.
now i'm breathing for the first time and i'm leaving all this behind i've become what i am because of you it was you
i can see the writing on the wall as time begins to crawl away from me. and i've become what i am because of you. it was you.
- 12 Stones -It was you.
Can't you see all that's in side of me. I try so hard to prove to you. That my life is made by you. I can't tell you how it hurts when I hurt or disappoint you. I want you to be happy. I want you to know what you mean to me.
