I'm Sorry

I want to tell you that I’m sorry. I want to say that I was wrong. I want to tell you that this surface we been living, isn’t where we belong. It’s like a Grand Canyon; we’re out here on the edge. We’re still standing and we haven’t fallen yet. I don’t want to talk anymore. Fall into the trap of who’s wrong and who’s right. It’s easy to see the way you’re looking at me; you just want the same things that I do. All I want to make love to you. Really nothing to say, don’t let our words get in the way. We both know loves not perfect, good, it’s bad, and it’s everything. You know what makes it worth it, all the moments in between. There’s a deep ocean sometimes sink its safe to swim. These are real emotions, so baby let’s dive in.



- Forgive me. I'm trying.

Holy Water

Somewhere there's a stolen halo. I used to watch her wear it well. Everything would shine wherever she would go but looking at her now you'd never tell. Someone ran away with her innocence; a memory she can't get out of her head. And I can only imagine what she's feeling when she's praying kneeling at the edge of her bed. And she says - take me away and take me farther, Surround me now, and hold - hold - hold me like holy water. She wants someone to call her angel, someone to put the light back in her eyes, She's looking through the faces and the unfamiliar places. She needs someone to hear her when she cries. And she says - take me away and take me farther, surround me now, and hold - hold - hold me like holy water. She just needs a little help to wash away the pain she's felt. She wants to feel the healing hands of someone who understands. And she says - take me away and take me farther, surround me now, and hold - hold - hold me like holy water.

- I don't know if I'll ever feel whole again. I don't know if it will ever go away. I don't know that anyone can really love the real me, when I don't know if she even exists anymore. I need someone to hold me, take me away from it all. I want to be someones angel. I don't know if anyone understands the tears I've cried. I don't know that anyone has seen the tears I've cried. I don't know if I'm done crying. I pray. I'm nothing compared to what I used to be. I feel like the world is dark, and he took it away. When will this pain go away. 7 years... and I still feel like I can't breathe... I feel like it won't end. Some days I wish I hadn't survived. Some days I don't know how I'll make it through. I'm tired of being angry, tired of the hurt, tired of the pain, I can't carry this alone... I can't... I just can't. Why can someone be so cruel to hurt someone like this. I didn't deserve it. I didn't do anything. It isn't my fault... Why me? Why do I have to hurt? Why me? I'm trying to get through this. So I can love you. I am trying so hard. I love you, so very much. These demons are haunting me... My past hurts. Please try and understand... I love you... I'm sorry for hurting you.....

Beautiful

I love the way you stand in my way, and you won’t move until you get a kiss, and how you tell me that my name tastes so sweet on your lips. I love the way you hold me with your eyes, hold me so tight that I can’t move, it’s like everything I’ve ever known is a lie and you’re the simple truth. Is it a dream, or is it real? All I know is you make me feel so beautiful. I love how soft you touch my skin, like you’re touching the wings of a butterfly. I wish we could just lock ourselves away in a room, where there was no such thing as time. I’ve never let anyone get this close, I’ve always been afraid, but you break down every wall and yet I feel so safe. Every part of who I am is so in love because what I have is beautiful. You make me feel so beautiful.

- Forever and for always, I love the way I feel with you. You've made me feel so special, so loved. You didn't have to do what you did... Thank you, for making me feel so beautiful.

i promise

I am sitting here wondering

Why can’t I have you

Wishing you were here somehow

I’m holding on to hope

I’m learning how to cope

I just can’t seem to get to you

Life is to short for regrets

Live every day to its fullest

Hold me tight, don’t let me go

I can’t help but forget

I wake up and I should be with you

I keep waking up alone

I’m still wishing and hoping

I’m holding on to what I can

I’m trying to find what I need

Somehow you are the only thing

My heart desires, I just can’t get to you

Please reach to me, let me see you

Save me from this hurt,

Save me from this pain,

You’re the only one that can

My life won’t last long,

It’s not near long enough to be yours

Baby, just hold me that’s all I need

I am holding on for you

I won’t let go

This I promise you.

- Promise me you won't leave my side... I need you here even as I fight for my life... Forever and a day... Forever and for always... remember... you promised you would always be here. I need you now more than ever, facing this alone is my worse fear.

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I’m afraid to let go

I’m afraid to move on

I’ve been in love with you

So damn long

I know it wasn’t right then

But nothing is in the way now

Except our fears

I’m moving on you tell me how

It’s so hard to know how you feel

When you won’t let go

I don’t know what to do

When you won’t let your feelings show

I will be here no matter what

You just have to let me in

I’m trying to show you

I don’t know where to begin

I’m confused and lost

Somehow with you I’m found

My name on your lips

Is such a welcome sound

We’ve waited so damn long

Let it go babe, I’ll be here, I promise

We’ve been so strong

Everything will be ok before long

- A poem I wrote.

Missing you...

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.


I love you...

Because of your love...

Baby I don't understand, how just the touch of your hand can make me feel invincible. Do you know just where you take me? Do you know how high you make me? I need your kiss like oxygen, with your arms all around me. When your eyes look deep into me, it's unstoppable. Baby, anything is possible. Everything I wanna be, any dream I wanna dream. I can because of your love. Anywhere I ever go. With all of my heart I know, I am who I am because of your love. Don't know how I lived before you. Now I live to explore you, take me to your secret world. Whether you're right by my side or whether you and I are a million miles apart, I can always feel you in my heart.

Anything and Everything

What do you dream about? Look at the stars, honey, all you gotta do is pick one out, and it's there for you. I'll be the one who makes your every dream come true.
Close your eyes and baby; make a wish and baby, I'll give you anything and everything. The sky's the limit and my heart is in it. I'll give you anything and everything.
Where do you want to go? Look at the world, baby. All you gotta do is just say so and I'll take you there. Oh yeah, you know that love can take you anywhere.
Close your eyes and baby; make a wish and baby, I'll give you anything and everything. The sky's the limit and my heart is in it. I'll give you anything and everything.
I could spoil you, make it easy, make you happy if you let me. Won't you let me? I'll be the one who makes your every dream come true.
Close your eyes and baby; make a wish and baby, I'll give you anything and everything. The sky's the limit and my heart is in it. I'll give you anything and everything. Anything and everything…
- Martina McBride

-Close your eyes baby, make a wish... Tell me what it is you desire. I'll give you anything and everything. Forever and for Always.