forever and for always

today i realized somethings. not everything is as it seems. luck isn't everything, but it sure helps. love well that can't be categorized. as hurt as i have been and every mistake that i've made, has helped me realize. i couldn't ask for more. i've always thought that you can be angry your entire life but it doesn't get you anywhere, well the same can be said about hurt, and pain. sometimes YOU have to let go. i've been beaten and i've been bruised, but i'll stand back up. in particular, theres a wonderful guy that deserves an apology and my heart, completely. because i realized today, i'd rather fight with him than be with anyone else. he's my world. and i'm sorry for holding a grudge this long and hurting because of my past. i'm going to live for whats important. be with the one who treats me right and forget the ones who never treated me like i deserved. jake, i love you forever and for always.

you save me

when everything is meant to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.

i miss you so much. today just sucked. it was one thing after another.

another one of those you save me moments.


when i'm a ship tossed around on the waves, up on a high wire thats ready to brake....baby you save me.

didn't you know how much i loved you

I remember the way you held me
Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heart
Ripped my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bed
Left me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a damn
I've felt it all
I've been to the wall

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
I gave you everything, every part of me
-kelli pickler-didn't you know how much i loved you.



I did give you everything. I'm happy now, even though you still haunt me. I wish you knew how much l loved you. I wish you knew how much I still do care. I wish I still had my friend because I miss that. I love the guy I've got more than life itself. I wish that my past would quit haunting me.

drama.

leave your drama at home, if you make a mistake face it, don't blame others, don't make excuses. you know what you did come clean. dragging it out and making a show to prove your lies is worthless. just come clean.

Tryin' To Find A Reason

Our love can’t survive for long like this

We are standing on a bridge that’s always burning

Maybe it’s just time to walk away

If you’re tryin’ to find a reason

Are you tryin’ to find a reason to stay

I don’t know how long this pain will last

All I know is it can’t go on forever

Are you trying to find a reason to stay?

If your heart has nothin’ left to give

If your world feels like it’s just stopped turning

Maybe that says all there is to say

It’s hard to admit it, but we’ve tried everything

Everything but goodbye, say goodbye

We’ve tried everything,

Maybe it’s just time to walk away,

If you’re trying to find a reason to stay,

Are you trying to find a reason to stay?

Baby it’s just time to walk away,

If you’re trying to find a reason to stay.

It’s hard to admit it,

It’s time for goodbye,

This bridge is always burning.

It’s just time to walk away.

You never really loved me anyway.

We’ve tried everything,

Does your heart have nothing left to give,

Did your world stop turning?

Tell me the truth

I don’t know how long this pain will last

All I know is it can’t go on forever

Please quit trying to find a reason to stay

It’s time to just walk away.

Maybe that’s all there’s left to say,

I would’ve loved you anyway,

Please quit trying to find a reason to stay.

It’s time to walk away.

i thought that we'd stay happy, and be together. the things i sacrificed for you. now that you're gone, i've moved on. the day i never thought i'd get through, i got over you. i'm happy now. i've got the love of my life. don't think i'd try to sabotage you or your relationship. i want you to be happy, yes, i still love you, and i always will. but i've moved on, i'm over you. i am in love with a wonderful man. i didn't say the things you think i did. you may never believe me and that's alright.

-martina mcbride. trying to find a reason to stay-

how i feel

If being a bitch means:

I stand up for myself and my beliefs,

I stand up for those I love,

I speak my mind, think my own thoughts,

Or doing things my own way,

I won’t compromise what’s in my heart,

I live my life MY way,

I won’t allow anyone to step on me,

I refuse to tolerate injustice,

It means I have the courage,

And the strength to allow myself to be me,

So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame,

Squash ever ounce of beauty I hold within,

You won’t succeed,

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it,

I embrace the title and I’m proud to be a Bitch.

I've always been strong and my own person don't tell me that I'm wrong to stand up for myself, or speak my mind.

Don't tell me I can't, don't complain to me, don't tell me that I'm wrong.
I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell, and I'm not going to do what it is you think I should.