I miss the look of surrender in your eyes
The way your soft brown hair would fall
I miss the power of your kiss when we made love
But baby most of all
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend
I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes
I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now
Saying it'll be alright
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend
I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss the silly fights
The making up
The morning talks
And those late afternoon walks
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
12/8/09
wish you were here
They kissed goodbye at the terminal gate
She said, "You're gonna be late if you don't go"
He held her tight, said, "I'll be alright
I'll call you tonight to let you know"
He bought a postcard, on the front it just said Heaven
With a picture of the ocean and the beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her and they told her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"
She got a call that night but it wasn't from him
It didn't sink in right away, ma'am the plane went down
Our crews have searched the ground
No survivors found she heard him say
But somehow she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven with a picture of the ocean and the beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loves and they told her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"
The weather's nice, in paradise
It's summertime all year and all the folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"
Wish you were here
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I wish your arms would reach. I wish I could touch your face. I wish you were here. I wish I could pick up the phone and call.
She said, "You're gonna be late if you don't go"
He held her tight, said, "I'll be alright
I'll call you tonight to let you know"
He bought a postcard, on the front it just said Heaven
With a picture of the ocean and the beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loved her and they told her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"
She got a call that night but it wasn't from him
It didn't sink in right away, ma'am the plane went down
Our crews have searched the ground
No survivors found she heard him say
But somehow she got a postcard in the mail
That just said Heaven with a picture of the ocean and the beach
And the simple words he wrote her
Said he loves and they told her
How he'd hold her if his arms would reach
Wish you were here, wish you could see this place
Wish you were near, I wish I could touch your face
The weather's nice, it's paradise
It's summertime all year and there's some folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"
The weather's nice, in paradise
It's summertime all year and all the folks we know
They say, "Hello, I miss you so, wish you were here"
Wish you were here
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I wish your arms would reach. I wish I could touch your face. I wish you were here. I wish I could pick up the phone and call.
12/7/09
Dead Flowers
I feel like the flowers in this vase.
He just brought’em home one day.
Ain’t they beautiful he said.
They been here in the kitchen,
And the waters turnin’ gray.
They’re sittin’ in the vase but now they’re dead
Dead flowers.
He ain’t feeling anything,
My love, my hurt, or the sting of this rain.
I’m living in a hurricane,
All he can say is man ain’t it such a nice day.
Just like dead flowers.
12/6/09
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12/5/09
One in love, One in anger
I wrote a couple of notes. One in love, one in anger. They're lying there dying in the dresser drawer. Lived louder than my voice. Struggled through a stranger. He loved me until I loved you even more. It's a bitter sweet victory. Lovin' someone else who wanted me. Now I can't laugh, can't cry. And I can't run, can't hide. You get used to the pain, and numb to the sting, 'til you can't feel anything.
12/4/09
You're Not Sorry
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around. I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down. And it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out. And you think it will be fine again but not this time around.
You don't have to call anymore. I won't pick up the phone. This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore and you tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you baby, like I did before. You're not sorry.
Looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn't know. Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. And you've got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know. And now you're asking me to listen cause it's worked each time before.
You don't have to call anymore. I won't pick up the phone. This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore and you tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you baby, like I did before. You're not sorry.
You had me calling for you honey and it never would have gone away, no. You used to shine so bright but I watch all of it fade.
So you don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone, this is the last straw. There's nothing left to beg for and you tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you baby like I did before. You're not sorry
You don't have to call anymore. I won't pick up the phone. This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore and you tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you baby, like I did before. You're not sorry.
Looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn't know. Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. And you've got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know. And now you're asking me to listen cause it's worked each time before.
You don't have to call anymore. I won't pick up the phone. This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore and you tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you baby, like I did before. You're not sorry.
You had me calling for you honey and it never would have gone away, no. You used to shine so bright but I watch all of it fade.
So you don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone, this is the last straw. There's nothing left to beg for and you tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you baby like I did before. You're not sorry
11/29/09
Come Home Soon
I put away the groceries
And I take my daily bread
I dream of your arms around me
As I tuck the kids in bed
I don't know what you're doin'
And I don't know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you're wishin' on that same
bright star
I wonder, I pray
And I sleep alone
I cry alone
And it's so hard livin' here on my own
So please, come home soon
(Come home soon)
I know that we're together
Even though we're far apart
And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck
Pressed to my heart
I wonder, I pray
I still imagine your touch
It's beautiful missing something that much
But sometimes love needs a fighting chance
So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance
I wonder, I pray
I sleep alone
I cry alone
Without you this house is not a home
So please, come home soon
I walk alone
I try alone
I'll wait for you, don't want to die alone
So please, come home soon
Come home soon
And I take my daily bread
I dream of your arms around me
As I tuck the kids in bed
I don't know what you're doin'
And I don't know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you're wishin' on that same
bright star
I wonder, I pray
And I sleep alone
I cry alone
And it's so hard livin' here on my own
So please, come home soon
(Come home soon)
I know that we're together
Even though we're far apart
And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck
Pressed to my heart
I wonder, I pray
I still imagine your touch
It's beautiful missing something that much
But sometimes love needs a fighting chance
So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance
I wonder, I pray
I sleep alone
I cry alone
Without you this house is not a home
So please, come home soon
I walk alone
I try alone
I'll wait for you, don't want to die alone
So please, come home soon
Come home soon
11/24/09
Superman Tonight
There's something about you
I want to rescue
I don't even know you
So what does that mean
Maybe I'm cynical
I'm painfully logical
You're tragic and beautiful
And that's good enough for me
You're looking for a hero, but it's just my old tattoo
Tonight I swear I'd sell my soul to be a hero for you
Who's going to save you
When the stars fall from your sky
And who's going to pull you in
When the tide gets too high
Who's going to hold you
When you turn out the lights
I won't lie I wish that I
Could be your superman tonight
If somebody sent you
An angel to save you
What would you tell him to turn him away
That your heart don't break
That your lips don't kiss
That life is just a lie
That heaven don't exist?
Who's going to save you
When the stars fall from your sky
And who's going to pull you in
When the tide gets too high
Who's going to hold you
When you turn out the lights
I won't lie I wish that I
Could be your superman tonight
Who's going to fix you
The next time you break down
Stranded alone by the side of the road
It's your baggage that's dragging you down
Don't look back
Let it go
Who's going to save you
When the stars fall from your sky
And who's going to pull you in
When the tide gets too high
Who's going to hold you
When you turn out the lights
I won't lie I wish that I
Could be your superman tonight
I want to rescue
I don't even know you
So what does that mean
Maybe I'm cynical
I'm painfully logical
You're tragic and beautiful
And that's good enough for me
You're looking for a hero, but it's just my old tattoo
Tonight I swear I'd sell my soul to be a hero for you
Who's going to save you
When the stars fall from your sky
And who's going to pull you in
When the tide gets too high
Who's going to hold you
When you turn out the lights
I won't lie I wish that I
Could be your superman tonight
If somebody sent you
An angel to save you
What would you tell him to turn him away
That your heart don't break
That your lips don't kiss
That life is just a lie
That heaven don't exist?
Who's going to save you
When the stars fall from your sky
And who's going to pull you in
When the tide gets too high
Who's going to hold you
When you turn out the lights
I won't lie I wish that I
Could be your superman tonight
Who's going to fix you
The next time you break down
Stranded alone by the side of the road
It's your baggage that's dragging you down
Don't look back
Let it go
Who's going to save you
When the stars fall from your sky
And who's going to pull you in
When the tide gets too high
Who's going to hold you
When you turn out the lights
I won't lie I wish that I
Could be your superman tonight
11/23/09
Today~
Today, he told he that he loved her, put a ring around her finger and promised her forever, together. Today, she smiled for all the pictures was right there with her making all the memories without me, and it hurts to say this out loud looks like she's really gone now. Today, is the happiest day of her life. I should be happy for her today. So tell me why are these tears in my eyes? I know I should be happy for her, but I've lost everything. I've lost everything I've ever wanted today. Today, I thought about the moment I could have said I loved her and promised her forever together. Today, today it really hit me that she don't really miss me. She's found a new beginning and I'm wishing I had one more chance. God knows it's too late for that. Today, is the happiest day of her life. I should be happy for her, but I've lost everything. I've lost everything I've ever wanted. Today, he told he that he loved her put a ring around her finger...
11/22/09
Awake and Alive
I’m at war with the world cause I
Ain’t never gonna sell my soul
I’ve already made up my mind
No matter what I can’t be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again
Waking up waking up
In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you
Ain’t never gonna sell my soul
I’ve already made up my mind
No matter what I can’t be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again
Waking up waking up
In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you
11/5/09
Like a Woman
Sometimes I think about the way it was,
when we fell in love, things were different then
Innocent and wide open, free and beautiful
I wanna feel like that again
But somewhere along the journey
I lost a part of me and I know you can help me get it back
Baby lay me down on our bed
Touch my body like only you can
Kiss me softly take away my breathe
Slow it down and make it real
Cause tonight I wanna feel like a woman
You’re the one who really gets me
Honey let me, feel the fire in your hands
I know you can keep me burning
Feel the yearnin , cause you’re still my only man
Give me all that I can handle, light a candle
Only you can bring me back to life
Oh I need you tonight
Baby lay me down on our bed
Touch my body like only you can
Kiss me softly take away my breathe
Slow it down and make it real
Cause tonight I wanna feel…
Like a woman, touched for the first time
Like a flower that blooms in the sunshine
I need to feel your love inside of me
Baby lay me down on our bed
Touch my body like only you can
Kiss me softly take away my breathe
Slow it down and make it real
Cause tonight I wanna feel like a woman
when we fell in love, things were different then
Innocent and wide open, free and beautiful
I wanna feel like that again
But somewhere along the journey
I lost a part of me and I know you can help me get it back
Baby lay me down on our bed
Touch my body like only you can
Kiss me softly take away my breathe
Slow it down and make it real
Cause tonight I wanna feel like a woman
You’re the one who really gets me
Honey let me, feel the fire in your hands
I know you can keep me burning
Feel the yearnin , cause you’re still my only man
Give me all that I can handle, light a candle
Only you can bring me back to life
Oh I need you tonight
Baby lay me down on our bed
Touch my body like only you can
Kiss me softly take away my breathe
Slow it down and make it real
Cause tonight I wanna feel…
Like a woman, touched for the first time
Like a flower that blooms in the sunshine
I need to feel your love inside of me
Baby lay me down on our bed
Touch my body like only you can
Kiss me softly take away my breathe
Slow it down and make it real
Cause tonight I wanna feel like a woman
Check Yes Juliet.
Check yes Juliet, are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk,
I won’t go until you come outside
Check yes Juliet, kill the limbo
I’ll keep tossing rocks at your window
There’s no turning back for us tonight
Lace up your shoes
Here’s how we do
Run, baby, run
Don’t ever look back
They’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance
Don’t sell your heart
Don’t say we’re not meant to be
Run, baby, run
Forever we’ll be
You and me
Check yes Juliet, I’ll be waiting
Wishing, wanting, yours for the taking
Just sneak out and don’t tell a soul goodbye
Check yes Juliet, here’s the countdown
3-2-1, now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks, don’t let them change your mind
Lace up your shoes
Here’s how we do
Run, baby, run
Don’t ever look back
They’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance
Don’t sell your heart
Don’t say we’re not meant to be
Run, baby, run
Forever we’ll be
You and me
We’re flying through the night
Way up high
The view from here is getting better with you by my side
Run, baby, run
Don’t ever look back
They’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance
Don’t sell your heart
Don’t say we’re not meant to be
Run, baby, run
Forever we’ll be
11/3/09
Cowgirl Up
"Cowgirl up" is an expression that means to rise to the occasion, not to give up, and to do it all without complaining.
11/2/09
Why
It must’ a been a place so dark, couldn’t feel the light
Reachin’ for you through that stormy cloud
Now here we are gathered in our little home town
This can’t be the way you meant to draw a crowd
Oh why that’s what I keep askin’
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, god only knows
What went wrong and why you’d leave the stage in the middle of a song
Now the oak trees are swayin’ in the early autumn breeze
The golden sun is shining on my face
The tangled thoughts I hear a mockingbird sing
This old world really ain’t that bad a place
Oh why there’s no comprehending
And who am I to try to judge or explain
Oh but I do have one burning question
Who told you life wasn’t worth the fight
They were wrong
They lied
And now you’re gone
And we cried
Cause It’s not like you to walk away in the middle of a song
Your beautiful song
Your absolutely beautiful song
- i miss you.
Reachin’ for you through that stormy cloud
Now here we are gathered in our little home town
This can’t be the way you meant to draw a crowd
Oh why that’s what I keep askin’
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, god only knows
What went wrong and why you’d leave the stage in the middle of a song
Now the oak trees are swayin’ in the early autumn breeze
The golden sun is shining on my face
The tangled thoughts I hear a mockingbird sing
This old world really ain’t that bad a place
Oh why there’s no comprehending
And who am I to try to judge or explain
Oh but I do have one burning question
Who told you life wasn’t worth the fight
They were wrong
They lied
And now you’re gone
And we cried
Cause It’s not like you to walk away in the middle of a song
Your beautiful song
Your absolutely beautiful song
- i miss you.
10/28/09
My Best Friend
I never had no one
I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin'
So tired of searchin'
'Til you walked into my life
It was a feelin'
I'd never known
And for the first time
I didn't feel alone
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Every time I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You're right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble
When we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Every time I look at you
And I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin'
So tired of searchin'
'Til you walked into my life
It was a feelin'
I'd never known
And for the first time
I didn't feel alone
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Every time I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You're right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble
When we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love
You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Every time I look at you
And I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
10/27/09
come on get higher
I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in
If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next
Make you believe, make you forget
I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet,
perfect words that you said
If I could walk on water, if I could tell you what’s next,
make you believe, make you forget
Me and You
Ordinary no, really don't think so
Not a love this true
Common destiny
We were meant to be
Me and you
Like a perfect scene from a movie screen
We're a dream come true
Suited perfectly for eternity
Me and you
Every day, I need you even more
And the night time too
There's no way
I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to
Every day I live
Try my best to give
All I have to you
Thank the stars above
That we share this love Me and you
Every day, I need you even more
And the night time too
There's no way
I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to
Ordinary no, I really don't think so
Just a precious few
Ever make it last
Get as lucky as
Me and you
Not a love this true
Common destiny
We were meant to be
Me and you
Like a perfect scene from a movie screen
We're a dream come true
Suited perfectly for eternity
Me and you
Every day, I need you even more
And the night time too
There's no way
I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to
Every day I live
Try my best to give
All I have to you
Thank the stars above
That we share this love Me and you
Every day, I need you even more
And the night time too
There's no way
I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to
Ordinary no, I really don't think so
Just a precious few
Ever make it last
Get as lucky as
Me and you
10/25/09
I wanna feel that fire...
She wants her nails painted black/She wants the toy in the crackerjack /She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo/She wants to wear my shirt to bed/She wants to make every stray a pet/She needs to feel that fire/The one that lets her know for sure/She's everything I want and more/Her real desire, is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire/To make her feel that fire/She wants a cabin in the woods/She wants to stand where nobody stood/And someday she wants a couple kids of her own/She wants to make love in the rain/And some days she only wants a break/she wants what she wants, but man I know/She needs to feel that fire/The one that lets her know for sure/She's everything I want and more/Her real desire, is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire/To make her feel that fire /So as long as there's a breath to take/A smile to share, a prayer to pray/A chance to hold her hand to fan the flame/She's gonna feel that fire/The one that lets her know for sure/She's everything I want and more/Her real desire, Is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire/Yeah, to make her feel that fire/She wants her nails painted black/She wants the toy in the crackerjack /She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo
-Dierks Bentley-feel that fire.
10/19/09
Never Gonna Be Alone
Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know,
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
You're never gonna be alone. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know,
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna take the world on. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
Ooooh.
You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes,
Tomorrow never comes?
Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna take the world on. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
I'm gonna be there all of the way.
I won't be missing one more day.
I'm gonna be there all of the way.
I won't be missing one more day.
nickelback-never gonna be alone
I know you need to hear it. I love you and you're never going to be without me. You're never gonna be alone.
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know,
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
You're never gonna be alone. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know,
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna take the world on. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
Ooooh.
You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes,
Tomorrow never comes?
Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna take the world on. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
I'm gonna be there all of the way.
I won't be missing one more day.
I'm gonna be there all of the way.
I won't be missing one more day.
nickelback-never gonna be alone
I know you need to hear it. I love you and you're never going to be without me. You're never gonna be alone.
10/17/09
Now that I found you
How can I believe
That my heart would find someone like you
You see me, the real me
No in between, I had nowhere to hide
You took away the walls around me
Made me feel safe to share my truth
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
I do believe we're meant to be
Our chemistry will last forever
And through the years
We'll see some tears
We'll conquer fears
And together we will grow
Look through your eyes
They tell me
I no longer have to be alone
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
You see me, the real me
You believe you in me
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
That my heart would find someone like you
You see me, the real me
No in between, I had nowhere to hide
You took away the walls around me
Made me feel safe to share my truth
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
I do believe we're meant to be
Our chemistry will last forever
And through the years
We'll see some tears
We'll conquer fears
And together we will grow
Look through your eyes
They tell me
I no longer have to be alone
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
You see me, the real me
You believe you in me
I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
10/16/09
As Far As It Goes
Lately I’ve found myself fallin’
Deeper in love with you
I’m not the kind of guy
Who gets swept away
So here’s what I’m gonna do
I’m gonna give you this heart of mine
But that’s where I draw the line
I’m only gonna give you everything
Take it a mile beyond the end of the road
I’m gonna love you one day past forever
But that’s as far as it goes
I know it may not sound like much
But baby, make no mistake
I’m gonna treat you with more tenderness
Than any one woman can take
I’m gonna make all your dreams come true
But after that, baby, I’m through
I’m only gonna give you everything
Take it a mile beyond the end of the road
I’m gonna love you one day past forever
But that’s as far as it goes
You’ve got your limits, I’ve got mine
I’m only gonna go the distance
Time after time
I’m only gonna give you everything
Take it a mile beyond the end of the road
I’m gonna love you one day past forever
But that’s as far as it goes
Deeper in love with you
I’m not the kind of guy
Who gets swept away
So here’s what I’m gonna do
I’m gonna give you this heart of mine
But that’s where I draw the line
I’m only gonna give you everything
Take it a mile beyond the end of the road
I’m gonna love you one day past forever
But that’s as far as it goes
I know it may not sound like much
But baby, make no mistake
I’m gonna treat you with more tenderness
Than any one woman can take
I’m gonna make all your dreams come true
But after that, baby, I’m through
I’m only gonna give you everything
Take it a mile beyond the end of the road
I’m gonna love you one day past forever
But that’s as far as it goes
You’ve got your limits, I’ve got mine
I’m only gonna go the distance
Time after time
I’m only gonna give you everything
Take it a mile beyond the end of the road
I’m gonna love you one day past forever
But that’s as far as it goes
I need you...
I wanna get lost in some corner booth, Cantina, Mexico
I wanna dance to the static of an AM radio
I wanna wrap the moon around us, lay beside you skin on skin
Make love til the sun comes up, til the sun goes down again
Cause I need you
Like a needle needs a vein
Like my uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs a rain
I need you
Like a lighthouse on a coast
Like the father and the son need the Holy Ghost
I need you, Ooh I need you
I wanna dance to the static of an AM radio
I wanna wrap the moon around us, lay beside you skin on skin
Make love til the sun comes up, til the sun goes down again
Cause I need you
Like a needle needs a vein
Like my uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs a rain
I need you
Like a lighthouse on a coast
Like the father and the son need the Holy Ghost
I need you, Ooh I need you
10/15/09
Just Might
I got miles of troubles spreadin' far and wide,
Bills on the table gettin' higher and higher,
They just keep on comin', there ain't no end in sight.
I'm just holdin' on tight
I got someone who loves me more than words can say,
and I'm thankful for that each and every day.
And if I count all my blessings,
I get a smile on my face.
Still it's hard to find faith.
But if you can look in my eyes,
And tell me we'll be alright.
If you promise to never leave,
You just might make me believe.
It's just day to day tryin' to make ends meet,
What i'd give for an address out on Easy Street.
I need a deep margarita to help me unwind
Leave my troubles behind.
I used to believe in us when times go tough,
But lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough.
But if you can look in my eyes,
And tell me we'll be alright,
If you promise never to leave,
You just might make me...
Oh you just make me,
You just might make me believe
Bills on the table gettin' higher and higher,
They just keep on comin', there ain't no end in sight.
I'm just holdin' on tight
I got someone who loves me more than words can say,
and I'm thankful for that each and every day.
And if I count all my blessings,
I get a smile on my face.
Still it's hard to find faith.
But if you can look in my eyes,
And tell me we'll be alright.
If you promise to never leave,
You just might make me believe.
It's just day to day tryin' to make ends meet,
What i'd give for an address out on Easy Street.
I need a deep margarita to help me unwind
Leave my troubles behind.
I used to believe in us when times go tough,
But lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough.
But if you can look in my eyes,
And tell me we'll be alright,
If you promise never to leave,
You just might make me...
Oh you just make me,
You just might make me believe
10/13/09
Come What May
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
10/10/09
consider me gone
everytime i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you all but shutting down. and when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now.
what you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here...
if i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose. if i'm not that arrow to the heart of you. if you don't get drunk on my kiss. if you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done. let's not drag this on. consider me gone.
with you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide. so when you leave me not knowing where you're going i start thinking that we're looking at goodbye.
how about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me.
consider me a memory, consider me the past, consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.
if i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose. if i'm not the arrow to the heart of you. then i guess we're done. lets not drag this on. consider me gone.
what you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here...
if i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose. if i'm not that arrow to the heart of you. if you don't get drunk on my kiss. if you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done. let's not drag this on. consider me gone.
with you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide. so when you leave me not knowing where you're going i start thinking that we're looking at goodbye.
how about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me.
consider me a memory, consider me the past, consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.
if i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose. if i'm not the arrow to the heart of you. then i guess we're done. lets not drag this on. consider me gone.
10/9/09
keep you
i wrote a couple notes. one in love, one in anger. they're lying there dying in the dresser drawer. lived louder than my voice. struggled through a stranger. he loved me until i loved you even more. it's a bittersweet victory. lovin' someone else who wanted me. now i can't laugh, can't cry. and i can't run, can't hide. you get used to the pain, numb to the sting 'till you can't feel anything. you tried to explain, but i couldn't hear it. as if your words were my tears. flowing freely, warm and quiet. from the edges of my eyes and my ears. then all disappears. now i can't laugh, can't cry. and i can't run, can't hide. -keep you-sugarland
everything is in the lyrics. everything that happened. every up and every down. you didn't understand. you never could. i was wrong you were right, no matter what the fight. you cheated on me, you lied to me, you violated every ounce of trust i had in you. all those notes, were they real, or did you lie? pardon me-stained, lie to me-12 stones, i can't do that anymore-faith hill. and many more were all you. you had me confused and bent to your will. you did what you wanted for a thrill. no matter what you did, you had an answer a reason why i made you do it, i hurt, i cried, i thought i was worthless, i did everything i could, for you. you called me aphrodite, calypso, a diamond in the rough, told me i was perfect, then tore it all down. breathe-taylor swift. i tried to move on you wouldn't have it. i wasn't strong enough to walk away. i loved you, somedays i struggle not too. i don't understand why, after everything you did, i miss you... somedays not at all, somedays i wanna pick up the phone, i won't because i know in the end we'll go back through this cycle, you tear more of me apart each time. i won't do that anymore. i made my choice. i'm happy. why can't you just walk away, why can't you stop hurting me, why do you haunt me? i want him, you criticize his every move, he's never lied, never cheated, never hurt me... why would i ever trust you again... quit. walk away. forget it all. i can't laugh, i can't cry. i'm done. i have been for a long time. don't you dare mess with my future. i'm finally happy. even the toughest days don't compare to the hell you put me through and they never will. ps i love you.
everything is in the lyrics. everything that happened. every up and every down. you didn't understand. you never could. i was wrong you were right, no matter what the fight. you cheated on me, you lied to me, you violated every ounce of trust i had in you. all those notes, were they real, or did you lie? pardon me-stained, lie to me-12 stones, i can't do that anymore-faith hill. and many more were all you. you had me confused and bent to your will. you did what you wanted for a thrill. no matter what you did, you had an answer a reason why i made you do it, i hurt, i cried, i thought i was worthless, i did everything i could, for you. you called me aphrodite, calypso, a diamond in the rough, told me i was perfect, then tore it all down. breathe-taylor swift. i tried to move on you wouldn't have it. i wasn't strong enough to walk away. i loved you, somedays i struggle not too. i don't understand why, after everything you did, i miss you... somedays not at all, somedays i wanna pick up the phone, i won't because i know in the end we'll go back through this cycle, you tear more of me apart each time. i won't do that anymore. i made my choice. i'm happy. why can't you just walk away, why can't you stop hurting me, why do you haunt me? i want him, you criticize his every move, he's never lied, never cheated, never hurt me... why would i ever trust you again... quit. walk away. forget it all. i can't laugh, i can't cry. i'm done. i have been for a long time. don't you dare mess with my future. i'm finally happy. even the toughest days don't compare to the hell you put me through and they never will. ps i love you.
10/7/09
hurt
it's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now.
- lady a
i cross my heart and promise to give all i've got to give to make all your dreams come true
- george strait
and i thought i loved you then...
-brad paisley
I keep trying to stay positive and stay happy. I keep trying to do what I have to. I fall short sometimes. I love you. I miss you.
- lady a
i cross my heart and promise to give all i've got to give to make all your dreams come true
- george strait
and i thought i loved you then...
-brad paisley
I keep trying to stay positive and stay happy. I keep trying to do what I have to. I fall short sometimes. I love you. I miss you.
9/28/09
That's the Way I Loved You
I'm hurting. It's been a long road to where I am today. I'm frustrated. I keep asking myself why do I feel this way? I get no answer... I can't figure it out.
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
- that's the way i loved you taylor swift
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
- that's the way i loved you taylor swift
9/24/09
i just call you mine
I pinch myself sometimes to make sure I'm not in a dream
That's how it seems
I close my eyes and breathe in the sweetest moments I've ever known
It feels like home
And here I am I want to be your everything
There you are
Turning winter into spring
And everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
Yeah
I just call you mine
I fall apart
Just a word from you just somehow seems to fix
Whatever's wrong
Oh, you reach into the weakest moments
And remind me that I'm strong
You've got to know
I'd be a fool not to see you even worse
To forget that you're more than I deserve
Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
Nothing makes sense when you're not here
As if my whole world disappears
Without you what's the point of it
Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're the dream that I've been chasin' after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
-martina mcbride
That's how it seems
I close my eyes and breathe in the sweetest moments I've ever known
It feels like home
And here I am I want to be your everything
There you are
Turning winter into spring
And everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
Yeah
I just call you mine
I fall apart
Just a word from you just somehow seems to fix
Whatever's wrong
Oh, you reach into the weakest moments
And remind me that I'm strong
You've got to know
I'd be a fool not to see you even worse
To forget that you're more than I deserve
Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
Nothing makes sense when you're not here
As if my whole world disappears
Without you what's the point of it
Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're the dream that I've been chasin' after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
-martina mcbride
9/16/09
Need You Now
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now.
-need you now-lady a
I know I said I'd be ok, and I promise one day I will be. Tonight, I'm just missing you worse than I ever have. I want to be safe. I'm scared, I want my best friend. I wish I could talk to you. I love you more than anything. I had a bad night. I'll be alright... just give me time...
-need you now-lady a
I know I said I'd be ok, and I promise one day I will be. Tonight, I'm just missing you worse than I ever have. I want to be safe. I'm scared, I want my best friend. I wish I could talk to you. I love you more than anything. I had a bad night. I'll be alright... just give me time...
8/20/09
Fight Like A Girl
Little girl alone on the playground
Tired of gettin' teased and gettin' pushed around
Wishin' she was invisible
To them
She ran home cryin'
"Why do they hate me?"
And Mama wiped the tears and said
"Baby, you're brave and you're beautiful.
So, hold your head high.
Don't ever let 'em define
The light in your eyes.
Love yourself, give them Hell.
You can take on this world.
You just stand and be strong
And then fight
Like a girl."
At 31 she was wheelin' and dealin'
Kept on hittin' that same glass ceilin'
She was never gonna be one of the boys, no
She coulda gave up on her ambition
And spent the rest of her life just wishin'
Instead she listened to her mama's voice sayin'
"Hold your head high.
Don't ever let 'em define
The light in your eyes.
Love yourself, give them Hell.
You can take on this world.
You just stand and be strong
And then fight
Like a girl."
Oh, with style and grace
Kick ass and take names
Ten years of climbin' that ladder
Oh, but money and power don't matter
When the doctor said "the cancer spread"
She holds on tight to her husband and babies
And says "this is just another test God gave me.
And I know just how to handle this"
I'll hold my head high
I'll never let this define
The light in my eyes
Love myself, give it Hell
I'll take on this world
If I stand and be strong
No, I'll never give up
I will conquer with love
And I'll fight like
Like a girl
Ooh
Tired of gettin' teased and gettin' pushed around
Wishin' she was invisible
To them
She ran home cryin'
"Why do they hate me?"
And Mama wiped the tears and said
"Baby, you're brave and you're beautiful.
So, hold your head high.
Don't ever let 'em define
The light in your eyes.
Love yourself, give them Hell.
You can take on this world.
You just stand and be strong
And then fight
Like a girl."
At 31 she was wheelin' and dealin'
Kept on hittin' that same glass ceilin'
She was never gonna be one of the boys, no
She coulda gave up on her ambition
And spent the rest of her life just wishin'
Instead she listened to her mama's voice sayin'
"Hold your head high.
Don't ever let 'em define
The light in your eyes.
Love yourself, give them Hell.
You can take on this world.
You just stand and be strong
And then fight
Like a girl."
Oh, with style and grace
Kick ass and take names
Ten years of climbin' that ladder
Oh, but money and power don't matter
When the doctor said "the cancer spread"
She holds on tight to her husband and babies
And says "this is just another test God gave me.
And I know just how to handle this"
I'll hold my head high
I'll never let this define
The light in my eyes
Love myself, give it Hell
I'll take on this world
If I stand and be strong
No, I'll never give up
I will conquer with love
And I'll fight like
Like a girl
Ooh
7/12/09
Jack of Hearts
Guess I saw you coming
But you still took me by surprise
A different man, a different place
But the same look in his eyes
And he looks so good
And he kisses so good
And it feels so good
But it’s no good
I’m a once burned, twice shy
Woman with a jaded eye
Wants it all and nothing less
He’s a big bright shiny-looking
White knight waiting
With an ice cube in his chest
And his words won’t mean a thing
When you’re waiting for a king
Why settle for the jack of hearts
But you still took me by surprise
A different man, a different place
But the same look in his eyes
And he looks so good
And he kisses so good
And it feels so good
But it’s no good
I’m a once burned, twice shy
Woman with a jaded eye
Wants it all and nothing less
He’s a big bright shiny-looking
White knight waiting
With an ice cube in his chest
And his words won’t mean a thing
When you’re waiting for a king
Why settle for the jack of hearts
6/15/09
Then
I remember, trying not to stare the night that I first met you
You had me mesmerized
And three weeks later, in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around, but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
I could just see you, with a baby on the way
And I could just see you, when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then
then-brad paisley
You had me mesmerized
And three weeks later, in the front porch light
taking forty-five minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
but I thought I loved you then
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
And i remember, taking you back to right where I first met you,
You were so surprised
There were people around, but I didn't care
Got down on one knee right there once again,
I thought I loved you then
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
Like a river meets the sea,
stronger than it's ever been.
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then
I could just see you, with a baby on the way
And I could just see you, when your hair is turning gray
What I can't see is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before
And now you're my whole life
now you're my whole world
I just can't believe the way I feel about you, girl
We'll look back someday, at this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then
And I thought I loved you then
then-brad paisley
3/28/09
i'm a firecracker coming undone
every now and then i get a little lost the strings all get tangled the wires all get crossed every now and then i'm right upon the edge dangling my toes right over the ledge i just thank god you're here cause when i'm a bullet shot out of a gun when i'm a firecracker coming undone when i'm a fugitive ready to run all wild eyed and crazy no matter where my reckless soul takes me, baby you save me. it's hard loving someone with a gypsy soul i don't know how you do it, i don't know how you know the perfect thing to say to save me from myself you're the angel that believes in me like nobody else and i thank God you do. i know i don't tell you nearly enough, i couldn't live one day without your love. when i've had just about all i can take baby you save me.
- kenny chesney - you save me
you've saved me so many times. i'm lucky to have you. and even luckier to call you mine.
- kenny chesney - you save me
you've saved me so many times. i'm lucky to have you. and even luckier to call you mine.
3/26/09
Thinking It Through
You say I'm not being fair to you,
Now that I'm thinking it through,
I was never as unfair as you.
You say all these horrible things,
Now I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I never said anything as bad as you.
You say I'm hurting you,
I'm thinking it all through,
I have never been as heartless as you.
You're not being fair to me,
You've hurt me for years,
I can't begin to count the tears.
So now I'm sitting here thinking it through,
It's time that I was as cold as you.
I'm done being there for you,
I'm done making excuses for you,
I'm now just as cold as you.
Now that I'm thinking it through,
I was never as unfair as you.
You say all these horrible things,
Now I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I never said anything as bad as you.
You say I'm hurting you,
I'm thinking it all through,
I have never been as heartless as you.
You're not being fair to me,
You've hurt me for years,
I can't begin to count the tears.
So now I'm sitting here thinking it through,
It's time that I was as cold as you.
I'm done being there for you,
I'm done making excuses for you,
I'm now just as cold as you.
Stand Beside Me
I want a man that stands beside me, not in front of or behind me, give me two arms that wanna hold me, not own me, and I'll give all the love in my heart. Stand beside me, be true, don't tell lies to me. I'm not looking for a fantasy, I want a man who stands beside me.
- JoDee Messina
You lied to me. Now you're begging for me back. You ripped my heart out. Now you wanna fix it. What part of "I've moved on" is hard to understand? I love him. Get over it. I have the man whose always stood beside me and I'm not letting that go. I'm not screwing that up. I've made mistakes. I'm not perfect but he is what I want. Hear me tell you that, accept it. I love him.
- JoDee Messina
You lied to me. Now you're begging for me back. You ripped my heart out. Now you wanna fix it. What part of "I've moved on" is hard to understand? I love him. Get over it. I have the man whose always stood beside me and I'm not letting that go. I'm not screwing that up. I've made mistakes. I'm not perfect but he is what I want. Hear me tell you that, accept it. I love him.
3/11/09
Here Comes Goodbye
here comes goodbye, here comes the last time, here comes the start of every sleepless night, the first of every tear i'm gonna cry. here comes the pain, here comes me wishing things had never changed, and she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye.
rascal flatts- here comes goodbye
I gave it everything. I gave it my all. You swore you'd never let me fall. Here I am standing at this crossroad. I made up my mind. His heart and mine. So hear me when i say, goodbye, you had your chances. You had your time to make me believe, and all you did was hurt me. He's always been there. My heart is his. So here's my goodbye. I'm sorry that you're gonna cry, I'm sorry about those sleepless nights, I'm sorry that you're gonna hurt. I'm not going to be in your arms tonight, or ever. I'm giving him my heart, because he'll never tear it apart. He's everything.
"you said you were there for me, you wouldn't let me fall, all the times i shared with you were you even there at all"
"just when i put my guard away, you left me broken and betrayed"
rascal flatts- here comes goodbye
I gave it everything. I gave it my all. You swore you'd never let me fall. Here I am standing at this crossroad. I made up my mind. His heart and mine. So hear me when i say, goodbye, you had your chances. You had your time to make me believe, and all you did was hurt me. He's always been there. My heart is his. So here's my goodbye. I'm sorry that you're gonna cry, I'm sorry about those sleepless nights, I'm sorry that you're gonna hurt. I'm not going to be in your arms tonight, or ever. I'm giving him my heart, because he'll never tear it apart. He's everything.
"you said you were there for me, you wouldn't let me fall, all the times i shared with you were you even there at all"
"just when i put my guard away, you left me broken and betrayed"
3/6/09
He says
he says any guy would be lucky to have me. but i don't know if That's true. i love with all i am and all i have. That's why i get hurt so badly. lie to me by 12 stones i feel every word of it because of someone.
i am in love with this wonderful guy and it took me so long to figure it out. all because of a stupid mistake.
would any guy really be lucky to have me as his girlfriend? i don't know. special... i think not. i'm just a girl.
i am in love with this wonderful guy and it took me so long to figure it out. all because of a stupid mistake.
would any guy really be lucky to have me as his girlfriend? i don't know. special... i think not. i'm just a girl.
2/23/09
never gonna be alone.
time is going by so much faster than i and i'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you now i'm wondering why i've kept this bottled inside so i'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you so if i haven't yet, i've gotta let you know... you're never gonna be alone from this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go, i won't let you fall you're never gonna be alone, i'll hold you until the hurt is gone. and now as long as i can i'm holding on with both hands 'cause forever i believe that there's nothing i could need but you, so if i haven't yet i've gotta let you know, you're never gonna be alone from this moment on if you ever feel like letting go i won't let you fall when all hope is gone, i know that you can carry on we're gonna see the world out, i'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone oh you've gotta live every single day like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes? don't let it slip away could be our only one you know it's only just begun ever single day maybe our only one what if tomorrow never comes....
never gonna be alone- nickelback
those are the words i wanted to hear in december...
never gonna be alone- nickelback
those are the words i wanted to hear in december...
2/8/09
last night/yours to hold - skillet
i just came to say goodbye didn't want you to see me cry i'm fine
- but i know it's a lie.
tell me this will be the last night.
"i see you standing here but you're so far away. you're going through so much, but i know i could be the one to hold you."
why can't i hear the words i am yours to hold....
- but i know it's a lie.
tell me this will be the last night.
"i see you standing here but you're so far away. you're going through so much, but i know i could be the one to hold you."
why can't i hear the words i am yours to hold....
open wounds
in the dark with the music on wishing i was somewhere else taking all your anger out on me somebody help i would rather rot alone then spend a minute with you i'm gone, i'm gone, and you can't stop me from falling apart 'cause my self destruction is all your fault. how could you how could you... how could you love me when all you ever gave me were open wounds? tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you i'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end?
- open wounds - skillet
- open wounds - skillet
Say Goodbye
At first I was lost without you. I didn't know how I'd breathe when you were gone. But you walking out of my life was the best thing that ever happened. Right before Christmas or not. I'm not the same person I was, you're not the same either. I was hanging on to something that was already gone. 2 years of my life with you... wow... I was so close to being more than just your girlfriend. My dreams of being a good wife and mother... They were all going to come true right? No. Wrong again. I'm sorry, I'm not what you need. I'm moving on with my life. I loved you very much at one time. I'm done now.
Things are changing, it seems strange and I need to figure this out. You've got your life and I got mine, but you're all I cared about. Yesterday we were laughing, today I'm left here asking, where has all the time gone now? I'm left alone somehow. Growing up and getting older, I don't wanna believe its over. Do you remember in December, how we swore we'd never change? Even though you're leaving that our feelings would always stay the same. I wish we could be laughing. Instead I'm standing here asking, do we have to end this now? Can we make it last somehow? We both know what we've gotta say. And if it's over it hurts but I'm giving you my word, I hope you're always happy like we were.
- Say Goodbye - Skillet
Things are changing, it seems strange and I need to figure this out. You've got your life and I got mine, but you're all I cared about. Yesterday we were laughing, today I'm left here asking, where has all the time gone now? I'm left alone somehow. Growing up and getting older, I don't wanna believe its over. Do you remember in December, how we swore we'd never change? Even though you're leaving that our feelings would always stay the same. I wish we could be laughing. Instead I'm standing here asking, do we have to end this now? Can we make it last somehow? We both know what we've gotta say. And if it's over it hurts but I'm giving you my word, I hope you're always happy like we were.
- Say Goodbye - Skillet
1/27/09
Breathe
I see your face in my mind as I drive away, because none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people, and sometimes we change our minds. But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time. Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie, it’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see. Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down, now I don’t know what to be without you around. And we know it’s never simple, never easy. Never a clean break, noone here to save me. You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand, and I can’t, breathe, without you, but I have to, breathe, without you, but I have to. Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt. Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve. But people are people, and sometimes it doesn’t work out, nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out. It’s two a.m. feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it’s not easy, easy for me. It’s two a.m. feelin’ like I just lost a friend. Hope you know this ain’t easy, easy for me. And we know it’s never simple, never easy. Never a clean break, noone here to save me. I can’t, breathe, without you, but I have to, breathe, without you, but I have to. Breathe, without you, but i have to. I’m Sorry.
- breathe - taylor swift
- breathe - taylor swift
1/25/09
hurt
i'm sorry. i am... i don't wanna hurt this way... i don't want you to hurt... i love you. i do... i just can't do it anymore... all the things you said finally broke me... i can't do it... i just can't...
I can't...
Cut my hair the way you wanted, Watched you become important. Now you're Mr. Successful and I'm queen of the treadmill, trying to stay the size you think that I should stay. I used to dream about what I would be. Now you say I'm being silly but you don't know me really. You never take the time to ask me how I feel. Somewhere down deep I know you really love me but you can't see that what we have's not all I needed. You try to tell me I'm not being fair to you but life's too short for a selfish attitude. I keep on giving but I can't stop living. A woman needs a little something of her own. I like happy endings. I don't like depending. I keep right on pretending but I can't do that anymore.
- faith hill - i can't do that anymore
I've cried and begged and cursed and prayed, but nothing's worked, nothing's changed. No way i win when you keep score and i ain't gonna take it. I ain't gonna take it anymore. I'm gonna crawl out from this stone that i've been under to see the light and breathe the air and you'll have a million reasons why i shouldn't leave you but for the first time in a long time i don't care. I guess on one hand you should laugh 'cause i've said the same things in the past, but this time one hand's on the door. And i ain't gonna take it, I ain't gonna take it, anymore.
- faith hill - i ain't gonna take it anymore
- faith hill - i can't do that anymore
I've cried and begged and cursed and prayed, but nothing's worked, nothing's changed. No way i win when you keep score and i ain't gonna take it. I ain't gonna take it anymore. I'm gonna crawl out from this stone that i've been under to see the light and breathe the air and you'll have a million reasons why i shouldn't leave you but for the first time in a long time i don't care. I guess on one hand you should laugh 'cause i've said the same things in the past, but this time one hand's on the door. And i ain't gonna take it, I ain't gonna take it, anymore.
- faith hill - i ain't gonna take it anymore
1/19/09
if you're gone
I think I’ve already lost you. I think you’re already gone. I think I’m finally scared now. You think I’m weak but I think you’re wrong. I think you’re already leaving feels like your hand is on the door. I think you’re so mean. I think we should try. I think I could need this in my life. I think I’m just scared. I think too much. If you’re gone, maybe its time to go home. There’s an awful lot of breathing room, but I can hardly move. If you’re gone, baby you need to come home. I bet you’re hard to get over. I bet the room just won’t shine.
if you're gone - matchbox 20
if you're gone - matchbox 20
1/18/09
done.
maybe i was right when i wrote "lie to me" i think that about fits.... go ahead lie to me once again... so pardon me while i walk away, pardon me while i don't care what you have to say and pardon me for ever trusting you... pardon me.... i'm sick of the half ass shit.
1/16/09
Misunderstood
Should I? Could I? Have said the wrong things right a thousand times. If I could rewind, I see it in my mind. If I could turn back time, you'd still be mine. You cried, I died. I should've shut my mouth things headed south. As the words slipped off my tongue, they sounded dumb. If this old heart could talk, it'd say you're the one. I'm wasting time, when I think about it. I should've drove all night, I would've run all the lights. I was misunderstood. I stumbled like my words, did the best I could. Damn. Misunderstood.
You
If I ever write the story of my life, don't be surprised if you're where it begins. I'd have to dedicate every line on every page, to the memories we made, while you loved me. I was born the day you kissed me, and I died inside the night you left me. But I lived, oh how i lived, while you loved me. I'd start with chapter one, love innocent and young, as the morning sun on a new day. Even though I know the end, well, I'd do it all again. I got a lifetime in, while you loved me.
While You Loved Me - Rascal Flatts
You really left your mark. In this heart. I see you everywhere, and when I close my eyes you're still there. Don't worry I ain't gonna ask you to come back, and love me. Baby you don't have to. I can be in love with you, without you. It's not that hard at all. It's like you're out of town and just forgot to call. Just because you walked away, doesn't mean my feelings change. If you're done for good, I hope you go far, because how I feel about you. It doesn't matter where you are. I can be in love with you, without you.
With you, Without You - Brad Paisley
I remember the way you made love to me like I was all you'd ever need. Did you change your mind? Well I didn't change mine. Now here I am trying to make sense of it all. We were best friends now we don't even talk. You broke my heart, ripped my world apart. I can't get you out of my head. I still feel you in this bed. Left me all alone, you couldn't be more gone. From falling apart to fighting made, from wanting you back to not giving a damn. I've felt it all, I've been to the wall. Didn't you know how much I loved you? I gave you everything, every part of me. Didn't you feel it when I touched you? Baby, tell me, didn't you know how much I loved you.
Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You - Kellie Pickler
I think it was me, it must've been me. I guess I did something wrong. I tried to hard wanted to much, I guess that's why he's gone. I lost my pride, I fought and cried. I felt like a little kid. What's wrong with me? I still can't believe, I did the things I did. When you love someone like that, when you give what you can't take back. When you love someone with all your heart and soul, it's so hard to let it go. When you love someone like that.
When You Love - Reba McEntire & LeAnn Rimes
Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me. I stare at your photograph, still sleep in the shirt you left, and nobody knows it but me. Everyday I wipe my tears away, so many nights I've prayed for you to say. I should've been chasing you, I should've been trying to prove, that you were all that mattered to me. I should've said all the things, that I kept inside of me and maybe, I could've made you believe, that what we had was all we'd ever need.
All We'd Ever Need - Lady Antebellum
If I had one wish, I'd wish for two, one for me baby and one for you. It would find you right where you are, with time on your hands and hope in your heart. We both understand we were written in the stars. It's worth all the cost, until I find what I lost in your eyes and you realize.. April showers, bring May flowers, I have seen rain before. Love leaves and open door.
April Showers - Sugarland
It might be hard to be lovers, but it's harder to be friends. Baby, pull down the covers it's time you let me in. Maybe light a couple candles. I'll just go ahead and lock the door. If you just talk to me baby. Til we ain't strangers anymore. Lay your head on my pillow, I sit beside you on the bed. Don't you think it's time we say some things we haven't said. It ain't to late to get back to that place, back to where, we thought it was before. Why don't you look at me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore. Sometimes it's hard to love me, sometimes it's hard to love you too. I know it's hard believing, that love can pull us through. It would be so easy to live your life with one foot outside the door. Just hold me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore. It's hard to find forgivness, when we just turn out the light. It's hard to say you're sorry, when you can't tell wrong from right. It would be so easy to spend your whole damn life keeping score. So let's get down to it baby, there ain't no need to lie. Tell me who you think you see when you look into my eyes. Let's put our two hearts back together, and we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor. Make love with me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore.
'Till We Ain't Strangers Anymore - Bon Jovi & LeAnn Rimes
While You Loved Me - Rascal Flatts
You really left your mark. In this heart. I see you everywhere, and when I close my eyes you're still there. Don't worry I ain't gonna ask you to come back, and love me. Baby you don't have to. I can be in love with you, without you. It's not that hard at all. It's like you're out of town and just forgot to call. Just because you walked away, doesn't mean my feelings change. If you're done for good, I hope you go far, because how I feel about you. It doesn't matter where you are. I can be in love with you, without you.
With you, Without You - Brad Paisley
I remember the way you made love to me like I was all you'd ever need. Did you change your mind? Well I didn't change mine. Now here I am trying to make sense of it all. We were best friends now we don't even talk. You broke my heart, ripped my world apart. I can't get you out of my head. I still feel you in this bed. Left me all alone, you couldn't be more gone. From falling apart to fighting made, from wanting you back to not giving a damn. I've felt it all, I've been to the wall. Didn't you know how much I loved you? I gave you everything, every part of me. Didn't you feel it when I touched you? Baby, tell me, didn't you know how much I loved you.
Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You - Kellie Pickler
I think it was me, it must've been me. I guess I did something wrong. I tried to hard wanted to much, I guess that's why he's gone. I lost my pride, I fought and cried. I felt like a little kid. What's wrong with me? I still can't believe, I did the things I did. When you love someone like that, when you give what you can't take back. When you love someone with all your heart and soul, it's so hard to let it go. When you love someone like that.
When You Love - Reba McEntire & LeAnn Rimes
Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me. I stare at your photograph, still sleep in the shirt you left, and nobody knows it but me. Everyday I wipe my tears away, so many nights I've prayed for you to say. I should've been chasing you, I should've been trying to prove, that you were all that mattered to me. I should've said all the things, that I kept inside of me and maybe, I could've made you believe, that what we had was all we'd ever need.
All We'd Ever Need - Lady Antebellum
If I had one wish, I'd wish for two, one for me baby and one for you. It would find you right where you are, with time on your hands and hope in your heart. We both understand we were written in the stars. It's worth all the cost, until I find what I lost in your eyes and you realize.. April showers, bring May flowers, I have seen rain before. Love leaves and open door.
April Showers - Sugarland
It might be hard to be lovers, but it's harder to be friends. Baby, pull down the covers it's time you let me in. Maybe light a couple candles. I'll just go ahead and lock the door. If you just talk to me baby. Til we ain't strangers anymore. Lay your head on my pillow, I sit beside you on the bed. Don't you think it's time we say some things we haven't said. It ain't to late to get back to that place, back to where, we thought it was before. Why don't you look at me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore. Sometimes it's hard to love me, sometimes it's hard to love you too. I know it's hard believing, that love can pull us through. It would be so easy to live your life with one foot outside the door. Just hold me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore. It's hard to find forgivness, when we just turn out the light. It's hard to say you're sorry, when you can't tell wrong from right. It would be so easy to spend your whole damn life keeping score. So let's get down to it baby, there ain't no need to lie. Tell me who you think you see when you look into my eyes. Let's put our two hearts back together, and we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor. Make love with me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore.
'Till We Ain't Strangers Anymore - Bon Jovi & LeAnn Rimes
1/15/09
Someday
Somewhere along the way
I hope you find me someday
I've been lost and looking for so long
I thought my chance had come and gone
When you held me it felt so right
I wish it could've been all night
It seems like it's been forever
Since we've been together
It's been hurting I still have hope.
Without you it's hard to cope.
I wake up without you every day
So many things I wish you'd say
I love you once, I love you still,
I always have, and I always will.
I hope you find me someday
I've been lost and looking for so long
I thought my chance had come and gone
When you held me it felt so right
I wish it could've been all night
It seems like it's been forever
Since we've been together
It's been hurting I still have hope.
Without you it's hard to cope.
I wake up without you every day
So many things I wish you'd say
I love you once, I love you still,
I always have, and I always will.
1/14/09
I can't help it if you look like an angel. Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain, come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you. Can't help it if there's no one else.
i got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around... my faith in you was fading when i met you on the outskirts of town... "Romeo save me i've been feeling so alone. i keep waiting for you but you never come"
romeo save me they're trying to tell me how to feel.
i got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around... my faith in you was fading when i met you on the outskirts of town... "Romeo save me i've been feeling so alone. i keep waiting for you but you never come"
romeo save me they're trying to tell me how to feel.
Pardon Me
I’m one step from a breakdown, two steps from being safe, just try to see this through, I’m three steps from this nightmare, and four steps from the door, the rest is up to you.
Pardon me while I just turn my back and walk away. Pardon me if I can’t listen to the things you say. Pardon me if I can’t fake it while you still believe. Pardon me.
I’m one step from forgiveness and two steps from my grave, we’re all just passing through. Three steps from redemption, four from the Devil’s door, on a path that leads to you.
Pardon me while I just turn my back and walk away. Pardon me if I can’t listen to the things you say. Pardon me if I can’t fake it while you still believe. Pardon me.
staind-pardon me
I’m two steps from salvation but I’m only taking one. Pardon me.
Pardon me while I just turn my back and walk away. Pardon me if I can’t listen to the things you say. Pardon me if I can’t fake it while you still believe. Pardon me.
I’m one step from forgiveness and two steps from my grave, we’re all just passing through. Three steps from redemption, four from the Devil’s door, on a path that leads to you.
Pardon me while I just turn my back and walk away. Pardon me if I can’t listen to the things you say. Pardon me if I can’t fake it while you still believe. Pardon me.
staind-pardon me
I’m two steps from salvation but I’m only taking one. Pardon me.
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