i'm a firecracker coming undone

every now and then i get a little lost the strings all get tangled the wires all get crossed every now and then i'm right upon the edge dangling my toes right over the ledge i just thank god you're here cause when i'm a bullet shot out of a gun when i'm a firecracker coming undone when i'm a fugitive ready to run all wild eyed and crazy no matter where my reckless soul takes me, baby you save me. it's hard loving someone with a gypsy soul i don't know how you do it, i don't know how you know the perfect thing to say to save me from myself you're the angel that believes in me like nobody else and i thank God you do. i know i don't tell you nearly enough, i couldn't live one day without your love. when i've had just about all i can take baby you save me.
- kenny chesney - you save me

you've saved me so many times. i'm lucky to have you. and even luckier to call you mine.

Thinking It Through

You say I'm not being fair to you,
Now that I'm thinking it through,
I was never as unfair as you.

You say all these horrible things,
Now I'm sitting here thinking it through,
I never said anything as bad as you.

You say I'm hurting you,
I'm thinking it all through,
I have never been as heartless as you.

You're not being fair to me,
You've hurt me for years,
I can't begin to count the tears.

So now I'm sitting here thinking it through,
It's time that I was as cold as you.

I'm done being there for you,
I'm done making excuses for you,
I'm now just as cold as you.

Stand Beside Me

I want a man that stands beside me, not in front of or behind me, give me two arms that wanna hold me, not own me, and I'll give all the love in my heart. Stand beside me, be true, don't tell lies to me. I'm not looking for a fantasy, I want a man who stands beside me.
- JoDee Messina

You lied to me. Now you're begging for me back. You ripped my heart out. Now you wanna fix it. What part of "I've moved on" is hard to understand? I love him. Get over it. I have the man whose always stood beside me and I'm not letting that go. I'm not screwing that up. I've made mistakes. I'm not perfect but he is what I want. Hear me tell you that, accept it. I love him.

Here Comes Goodbye

here comes goodbye, here comes the last time, here comes the start of every sleepless night, the first of every tear i'm gonna cry. here comes the pain, here comes me wishing things had never changed, and she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye.
rascal flatts- here comes goodbye

I gave it everything. I gave it my all. You swore you'd never let me fall. Here I am standing at this crossroad. I made up my mind. His heart and mine. So hear me when i say, goodbye, you had your chances. You had your time to make me believe, and all you did was hurt me. He's always been there. My heart is his. So here's my goodbye. I'm sorry that you're gonna cry, I'm sorry about those sleepless nights, I'm sorry that you're gonna hurt. I'm not going to be in your arms tonight, or ever. I'm giving him my heart, because he'll never tear it apart. He's everything.

"you said you were there for me, you wouldn't let me fall, all the times i shared with you were you even there at all"

"just when i put my guard away, you left me broken and betrayed"

He says

he says any guy would be lucky to have me. but i don't know if That's true. i love with all i am and all i have. That's why i get hurt so badly. lie to me by 12 stones i feel every word of it because of someone.

i am in love with this wonderful guy and it took me so long to figure it out. all because of a stupid mistake.

would any guy really be lucky to have me as his girlfriend? i don't know. special... i think not. i'm just a girl.