1/27/09

Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away, because none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people, and sometimes we change our minds. But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time. Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie, it’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see. Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down, now I don’t know what to be without you around. And we know it’s never simple, never easy. Never a clean break, noone here to save me. You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand, and I can’t, breathe, without you, but I have to, breathe, without you, but I have to. Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt. Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve. But people are people, and sometimes it doesn’t work out, nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out. It’s two a.m. feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it’s not easy, easy for me. It’s two a.m. feelin’ like I just lost a friend. Hope you know this ain’t easy, easy for me. And we know it’s never simple, never easy. Never a clean break, noone here to save me. I can’t, breathe, without you, but I have to, breathe, without you, but I have to. Breathe, without you, but i have to. I’m Sorry.
- breathe - taylor swift

1/25/09

hurt

i'm sorry. i am... i don't wanna hurt this way... i don't want you to hurt... i love you. i do... i just can't do it anymore... all the things you said finally broke me... i can't do it... i just can't...

I can't...

Cut my hair the way you wanted, Watched you become important. Now you're Mr. Successful and I'm queen of the treadmill, trying to stay the size you think that I should stay. I used to dream about what I would be. Now you say I'm being silly but you don't know me really. You never take the time to ask me how I feel. Somewhere down deep I know you really love me but you can't see that what we have's not all I needed. You try to tell me I'm not being fair to you but life's too short for a selfish attitude. I keep on giving but I can't stop living. A woman needs a little something of her own. I like happy endings. I don't like depending. I keep right on pretending but I can't do that anymore.
- faith hill - i can't do that anymore

I've cried and begged and cursed and prayed, but nothing's worked, nothing's changed. No way i win when you keep score and i ain't gonna take it. I ain't gonna take it anymore. I'm gonna crawl out from this stone that i've been under to see the light and breathe the air and you'll have a million reasons why i shouldn't leave you but for the first time in a long time i don't care. I guess on one hand you should laugh 'cause i've said the same things in the past, but this time one hand's on the door. And i ain't gonna take it, I ain't gonna take it, anymore.
- faith hill - i ain't gonna take it anymore

1/19/09

if you're gone

I think I’ve already lost you. I think you’re already gone. I think I’m finally scared now. You think I’m weak but I think you’re wrong. I think you’re already leaving feels like your hand is on the door. I think you’re so mean. I think we should try. I think I could need this in my life. I think I’m just scared. I think too much. If you’re gone, maybe its time to go home. There’s an awful lot of breathing room, but I can hardly move. If you’re gone, baby you need to come home. I bet you’re hard to get over. I bet the room just won’t shine.
if you're gone - matchbox 20

1/18/09

done.

maybe i was right when i wrote "lie to me" i think that about fits.... go ahead lie to me once again... so pardon me while i walk away, pardon me while i don't care what you have to say and pardon me for ever trusting you... pardon me.... i'm sick of the half ass shit.

1/16/09

Misunderstood

Should I? Could I? Have said the wrong things right a thousand times. If I could rewind, I see it in my mind. If I could turn back time, you'd still be mine. You cried, I died. I should've shut my mouth things headed south. As the words slipped off my tongue, they sounded dumb. If this old heart could talk, it'd say you're the one. I'm wasting time, when I think about it. I should've drove all night, I would've run all the lights. I was misunderstood. I stumbled like my words, did the best I could. Damn. Misunderstood.

You

If I ever write the story of my life, don't be surprised if you're where it begins. I'd have to dedicate every line on every page, to the memories we made, while you loved me. I was born the day you kissed me, and I died inside the night you left me. But I lived, oh how i lived, while you loved me. I'd start with chapter one, love innocent and young, as the morning sun on a new day. Even though I know the end, well, I'd do it all again. I got a lifetime in, while you loved me.
While You Loved Me - Rascal Flatts

You really left your mark. In this heart. I see you everywhere, and when I close my eyes you're still there. Don't worry I ain't gonna ask you to come back, and love me. Baby you don't have to. I can be in love with you, without you. It's not that hard at all. It's like you're out of town and just forgot to call. Just because you walked away, doesn't mean my feelings change. If you're done for good, I hope you go far, because how I feel about you. It doesn't matter where you are. I can be in love with you, without you.
With you, Without You - Brad Paisley

I remember the way you made love to me like I was all you'd ever need. Did you change your mind? Well I didn't change mine. Now here I am trying to make sense of it all. We were best friends now we don't even talk. You broke my heart, ripped my world apart. I can't get you out of my head. I still feel you in this bed. Left me all alone, you couldn't be more gone. From falling apart to fighting made, from wanting you back to not giving a damn. I've felt it all, I've been to the wall. Didn't you know how much I loved you? I gave you everything, every part of me. Didn't you feel it when I touched you? Baby, tell me, didn't you know how much I loved you.
Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You - Kellie Pickler

I think it was me, it must've been me. I guess I did something wrong. I tried to hard wanted to much, I guess that's why he's gone. I lost my pride, I fought and cried. I felt like a little kid. What's wrong with me? I still can't believe, I did the things I did. When you love someone like that, when you give what you can't take back. When you love someone with all your heart and soul, it's so hard to let it go. When you love someone like that.
When You Love - Reba McEntire & LeAnn Rimes

Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me. I stare at your photograph, still sleep in the shirt you left, and nobody knows it but me. Everyday I wipe my tears away, so many nights I've prayed for you to say. I should've been chasing you, I should've been trying to prove, that you were all that mattered to me. I should've said all the things, that I kept inside of me and maybe, I could've made you believe, that what we had was all we'd ever need.
All We'd Ever Need - Lady Antebellum

If I had one wish, I'd wish for two, one for me baby and one for you. It would find you right where you are, with time on your hands and hope in your heart. We both understand we were written in the stars. It's worth all the cost, until I find what I lost in your eyes and you realize.. April showers, bring May flowers, I have seen rain before. Love leaves and open door.
April Showers - Sugarland

It might be hard to be lovers, but it's harder to be friends. Baby, pull down the covers it's time you let me in. Maybe light a couple candles. I'll just go ahead and lock the door. If you just talk to me baby. Til we ain't strangers anymore. Lay your head on my pillow, I sit beside you on the bed. Don't you think it's time we say some things we haven't said. It ain't to late to get back to that place, back to where, we thought it was before. Why don't you look at me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore. Sometimes it's hard to love me, sometimes it's hard to love you too. I know it's hard believing, that love can pull us through. It would be so easy to live your life with one foot outside the door. Just hold me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore. It's hard to find forgivness, when we just turn out the light. It's hard to say you're sorry, when you can't tell wrong from right. It would be so easy to spend your whole damn life keeping score. So let's get down to it baby, there ain't no need to lie. Tell me who you think you see when you look into my eyes. Let's put our two hearts back together, and we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor. Make love with me baby, til we ain't strangers anymore.
'Till We Ain't Strangers Anymore - Bon Jovi & LeAnn Rimes

1/15/09

Someday

Somewhere along the way
I hope you find me someday

I've been lost and looking for so long
I thought my chance had come and gone

When you held me it felt so right
I wish it could've been all night

It seems like it's been forever
Since we've been together

It's been hurting I still have hope.
Without you it's hard to cope.

I wake up without you every day
So many things I wish you'd say

I love you once, I love you still,
I always have, and I always will.
don't call me drunk, don't ever call me drunk and complain to me... just don't. i know exactly how you feel and i don't feel that way. back off... it's been five years.... and guess what... we've had our last call...

1/14/09

I can't help it if you look like an angel. Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain, come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you. Can't help it if there's no one else.

i got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around... my faith in you was fading when i met you on the outskirts of town... "Romeo save me i've been feeling so alone. i keep waiting for you but you never come"

romeo save me they're trying to tell me how to feel.

Pardon Me

I’m one step from a breakdown, two steps from being safe, just try to see this through, I’m three steps from this nightmare, and four steps from the door, the rest is up to you.

Pardon me while I just turn my back and walk away. Pardon me if I can’t listen to the things you say. Pardon me if I can’t fake it while you still believe. Pardon me.

I’m one step from forgiveness and two steps from my grave, we’re all just passing through. Three steps from redemption, four from the Devil’s door, on a path that leads to you.

Pardon me while I just turn my back and walk away. Pardon me if I can’t listen to the things you say. Pardon me if I can’t fake it while you still believe. Pardon me.

staind-pardon me

I’m two steps from salvation but I’m only taking one. Pardon me.