I need you to know.

Lying here beside you in the dark, I feel the steady rhythm of your heart, feel your face against my shoulder breath upon my skin. Ambers barely smoldered I make love to you again. Nothing in this world compares to this. The way our bodies fit, the way we kiss, passion beneath your nails just answer my desire. Seems that I am more less consumed here in your fire. Do you know how beautiful you are here in the afterglow? Do you know I'd walk through hell for you barefoot in burning coal. 1000 ways I love you and I need to know you know. Do you know how much it means to me the way you make me feel? Like I could soar the heavens gathering shooting stars lace them in a bouquet in a rainbow. Everything that's happening to me is what you are. Something deep inside me tells me that you know.

~I love you always will. I know you know. I just want it to reassure you again. We are perfect together always have been.

If I Can't Have Your Love

It's hard to remember a time when I didn't have you, when I didn't have nothing but a cold bed to come to at night. That was all I knew, until there was you and then you took my world and turned it all around. I couldn't live without you now. Baby, if I can't have your love, if I can't feel your touch I got nothing. Baby, if I can't taste your kiss then I don't exist, I got nothing. No I can't imagine living life without you. I can't imagine living life without your love. I wake up with you by my side, can't let go, I can't even bear the thought of you in another’s eyes. I would lose control, I would die, ‘cause now you're in my heart and I can't let you out. I gotta keep you here somehow. Baby, if I can't have your love, if I can't feel your touch I got nothing. Baby, if I can't taste your kiss then I don't exist, I got nothing. If I can't be yours, I wouldn't know who I am, I got nothing. No, I can't imagine living life without you. I can't imagine living life without your love, 'cause I can't imagine living life without you. I can't imagine living life without your love. Believe me baby I don't mean to doubt you, but if you ever leave, that would be the end of me, baby. Baby, if I can't feel your touch I got nothing. Baby, if I can't taste your kiss then I don't exist, I got nothing. If I can't be yours, I wouldn't know who I am. I'd be nothing. Baby, if I can't have your love, if I can't feel your touch. I got nothing. No, I can't imagine living life without you.

- I think this is self explanatory. You mean so much to me. Forever. Always. I love you.

Did i have you from hello?

At the mirror you fix your hair and put your makeup on
You’re insecure about what clothes to wear
I cant see nothing wrong

To me you look so beautiful when you can’t make up your mind
Its half past eight, its getting late
Its ok, take your time

Standing here my hands in my pockets
Like I have a thousand times
Thinking back it took one breath
One word to change my life

The first time I saw you it felt like coming home
If I never told you I just want you to know
You had me from hello

When we walk into a crowded room its like were all alone
Everybody tries to kidnap your attention
You just smile and steal the show

You come to me and take my hand
We start dancing slow
You put your lips up to my ear and whisper way down low

From the first time I saw you it felt like coming home
If I never told you I just want you to know
You had me from hello

And when you’re laying down beside me
I feel your heartbeat to remind me...

The first time I saw you it felt like coming home
If I never told you I just want you to know
You had me from hello

- did i have you from hello... when i took my time did it bother you... have i ever made you feel this way...

'Till We Ain't Strangers

It might be hard to be lovers but it's harder to be friends. Baby, pull down the covers, it's time you let me in. Maybe light a couple candles, I'll just go ahead and lock the door. If you just talk to me baby, ‘till we ain't strangers anymore.

Lay your head on my pillow I sit beside you on the bed. Don't you think its time we say some things we haven't said? It ain't too late to get back to that place, back to where, we thought it was before. Why don't you look at me, ‘till we ain't strangers anymore?

Sometimes it's hard to love me, sometimes it's hard to love you too. I know it's hard believing that love can pull us through. It would be so easy to live your life with one foot out the door, just hold me baby, ‘till we ain't strangers anymore.

It's hard to find forgiveness, when we just turn out the light. It's hard to say you're sorry when you can't tell wrong from right. It would be so easy to spend your whole damn life just keeping score. So let's get down to it baby there ain't no need to lie.

Tell me who you think you see when you look into my eyes. Lets put our two hearts back together and we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor. Make love with me baby, ‘till we ain't strangers anymore.

- 'Till We Ain't Strangers Anymore - Bon Jovi w/ LeAnn Rimes


I love you. Let's put "us" back together, forget the pain in the past. Lets leave the broken pieces on the floor and put our hearts back together. Talk to me, look at me, hold me, and make love to me baby until we aren't strangers anymore. I don't know how two people that were so close become so far apart. Baby, I don't want to be strangers anymore. I love you, it's time you let me in.

Last Breath

As I sit here I wonder,

When will I breathe my last breath

Will I have a chance to say good bye

What if this is the last day I have left

Did I tell you I love you

Or did I assume you knew

Did I tell you that I wish you didn’t hurt

That I’ll always be there

I can’t stop the pain

I can’t decide for you

If you want to be here

It’s your decision too

One more day, just a thought

Hold me all day, or just kiss me goodnight

It’s your pick honey,

Just tell me you’ll be alright

Don’t cry I know it’s hard

I’m not afraid to let go of life

I’m scared to tell you goodbye

I’m sorry I wish I could be your wife

Life is too short for regrets

I hope this isn’t a mistake

I don’t want to hurt you

But it’s a chance you take

You don’t have to stay

I know you care

It’s ok if it hurts too much

I know you can’t always be there

I love you, forever and for always

Just in case you need to hear

Please remember I’m not far away

I’m with you always, and I’ll always be there

- Another poem I wrote

You're Still Here

I had a dream last night that you came to me on silver wings, and I flew away with you on a painted sky. And I woke up wondering what was real, is what you see and touch or what you feel? Because you're still here; you're everywhere we've ever been. You're still here.

- I know it wasn't a dream. I know that you were beside me holding me once again. Perfect, like it's always been.

I woke up in the middle of the night and saw you sleeping. I was hoping you were dreaming about me. I kissed your cheek and said “I love you.” You reached for me and then you mumbled “I love you too, is everything ok?” I said I’m fine baby, go back to sleep. I’ve just been thinking life is changing around us and I hope you believe. I’ll still be me; just a normal girl from small town nowhere. I’ll still hold your hand, I’ll still be me. If you can count on one thing, I’ll be here; the same girl that you’ve known for centuries. I’ll still be me. Empires could rise and fall, the sun could swallow the moon; and I don’t hold a crystal ball. But I promise you; I’ll still be me, just a normal girl from small town nowhere. I’ll still hold your hand, kiss you goodnight, I’ll still be me. If you can count on one thing, I’ll be here.

- I love you, no matter what happens or where we end up. I will always love you. I'll still be me, the one that you've always loved. I love how that never changes. In your eyes, I will always just be me.

ps i will always love you.