I can't live a lie...

Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you and maybe turning my back would be that much easier. Because hurtful words are all that we exchange but I can't watch you walk away. Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you? And all about the good times that we've been through? Could I wake up without you every day? Would I let you walk away? No, I can't learn to live without and I can't give up on us now. Oh, I know I could say we're through and tell myself I'm over you. But even if I made a vow, a promise not to miss you, and try to hide the truth inside, I'd fail because I, I just can't live a lie. Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me? And all the reasons that make loving you so easy? The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe, the way you know just what I mean? No, I can't learn to live without. Don't you give up on us now…I know I could say we're through and tell myself I'm over you. But even if I made a vow, a promise not to miss you, and try to hide the truth inside; I’d fail because I, I just can’t live a lie.

~ I know I can’t live and truly live if I’m living a lie. I don’t want to give up on us. I can’t learn to live without you. I could tell myself I’m over you but no matter what promise I made I’d still miss you. I just can’t live a lie. I can’t let you walk away, I can’t forget the way you look at me when you want me, and loving you has always been so easy. I can’t give up on us now. No matter how hard it gets… I can’t let go. I’d rather fight with you than be with anyone else… I guess what I'm saying is let me let go. Let me follow my heart, no matter what the consequences are. I love you. Don't make me live a lie. You know I love you. Forever and for always. .