All We'd Ever Need

Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me. I stare at your photograph, still sleep in the shirt you left, and nobody knows it but me. Everday I wipe my tears away, so many nights I've prayed for you to say.

"I should have been chasing you, I should have been trying to prove, that you were all that mattered to me, I should have said all the things, that I kept inside of me and maybe, I could have made you believe, that what we had was all we'd ever need."

My friends think I'm moving on, but the truth is I'm not that strong and nobody knows it but me. And I've kept all the words you said, in a box underneath my bed, and nobody knows it but me.

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow, but the truth is I've been screaming out.

"I should have been chasing you, I should have been trying to prove, that you were all that mattered to me. I should have said all the things, that I kept inside of me and maybe, I could have made you believe, that what we had was all we'd ever need."

- I feel like I have so much left to say. And you have nothing. I feel like I'm missing a part of my life. A big one. I never thought I'd be without you. Ever. Forever and for always remember?
I'm not going to just stand by and wish I could do something. I hope that you'll hear me out. I hope that you'll understand what I'm saying. I'm sorry that I pushed. I know you aren't ready. I wanted more than I was ready for. I tried to rush things too much. I love you. I know that. I know that you are the person I want to be with. I can't make you feel the same way. However, I can try to tell you I'm sorry and how I feel.